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May 16, 2005
Tired
I am tired. Tired of working long hours, never seeing the sunset anymore. Tired of running myself ragged to finish my work. Tired of smiling at people all day long even when I feel like screaming at them and throwing a tantrum! Most of all, I am tired of working so hard for nothing! Sometimes growing up is so hard especially so when its a growth process one has knowingly chosen. If I could turn back time, I would not have chosen otherwise but that does not make my choices any easier. I know this is only the beginning and there is still a long road ahead. But sometimes, I just feel so tired and helpless. Argh, whining and sighing is not going to help me get anything concrete done. Ok I am done with it for the moment. MUST FOCUS! One less second spent whining, means one more second to complete my work!
Posted by Fatgirl at May 16, 2005 12:57 AM
Comments
Sorry to hear how tough it is. Our lives are now in career mode, and in Singapore, there isn't much choice but to keep working. I guess you could find a less stressful job, but that has its drawbacks too. Hang in there, find some outlet that will help you relax while you plough away.
Posted by: monoceros at May 17, 2005 11:28 AM
eh sorry not to update you earlier. my that site is defunct. this has always been my blog addie. LOL. eh, i am also tired. hmm.
Posted by: luthien at May 24, 2005 06:25 AM