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September 17, 2006
Its so difficult to smile these days
I just gave up a fight with my laptop. Lately, it has just been getting more and more difficult to motivate myself to work. Nothing seems to be going right and everything seems to be such an uphill task. Even my laptop is working against me, refusing to export documents which I need to send out urgently. If I am not able to send out those documents by Monday, I am going to be in such deep shit.
Sometimes, I wonder why I seem to have a harder time than others. Someone said that its because I have not learnt to say "no" when people pile me with work and people take advantage of that. Maybe that is true but its really difficult to say no when its your boss who asks you to do the tasks. The problem arises as I many different bosses. Sometimes I do not see the objective of my work anymore. Even the money no longer tempts me to work. I just feel so tired all the time these days. Every night my head hurts. Sometimes I think I am going to get a heart attack from stress. Like right now at this moment. Every day is such a pain.
Posted by Fatgirl at September 17, 2006 03:03 AM
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big hugs!
Posted by: tiggie at September 23, 2006 02:12 AM